HyperbAllea

exhibit a

Here is a perfect example of something I don’t feel I can really truly honestly blog about, not because I may offend someone (because I honestly don’t care in this case), but because it’s really no one’s business and I don’t want to be a gossip. But I feel an uncontrollable urge to get things off my chest, and that’s what blogs are (partially) for, right? Anyhow…

I am incredibly mad and disappointed with someone close to me for taking advantage of and hurting someone else close to me. On the one hand, I suppose it’s not really my business since I’m not directly involved. On the other hand, I can’t very well pretend like nothing’s wrong and continue to maintain the same relationship with the advantage-taker knowing what I know. I guess I’m at a loss. What I really want to do is just throttle the advantage-taker until he/she/it sees the light, but I can’t very well do that, can I? I wish there was a way to force help on someone who doesn’t want it/doesn’t think he/she needs it.

I wish it were possible to open up someone’s head and shine some light into the dark places to create some sort of understanding. If any of you ever figure out a way to do that, will you kindly let me know?

woe is me…not really

Do you ever feel like everyone else is hanging out with their friends all the time while you sit at home and do nothing? I just think it’s funny how down I get sometimes. I know it’s not true, and I spend plenty of time with the people I care about. I guess it’s human nature to feel left out.

bad blogger 2

I know you guys will believe it when you see it, but I’m going to start updating my blog. I think the reason I haven’t been writing is either because 1) I’ve never really been comfortable expressing myself openly or 2) I sometimes feel the need to censor myself so as not to offend anyone or hurt anyone’s feelings. I’ve decided that it’s not my problem if I offend anyone on here. It’s my blog, and if I somehow offend you, you no longer have to read what I write. I always thought I was a person who didn’t care what people think, but apparently I was wrong.

So I’m going to give this blogging thing another try and not worry so much about what I write this time around.